I have decided i am an emotional eater as i am really wanting to eat something i know i shouldnt... like chocolate, they keep the fun size chocolates in the fridge and sell them for 50c each and it is so tempting. But i have told my work mates i am struggling today and every time i go near the kitchen they run in after me to make sure i am not in the chocolate.
Had a great HIIT session today so i figgure that will have gotten rid of some of my anger and frustration with work at the moment. Everything is so up in the air that i dont know what is going on and i am having trouble with my wedding plans....
At least i can control my training and nutrition and something in my life is consistant.
Work is shit, and i am miserable and want to transfer to another office and that has been approved but i cant yet go because there is a shortage of staff here in this office. I can understand this i am not unreasonable but i cant wait the 3 or so months they want me to... my wedding is in 17 and a half weeks and i would like to spend some of that in the town i am getting married in so i can actually plan it instead of having other people do it for me.... otherwise i feel i will get there on the day and have to compliment everyone else on what a great job they done on planning my wedding for me.... not what i was really hoping for as a bride!!!!
On top of that my grandfather is sick - very sick, he is nearly 91 and i dont know if he will make it to his 91st birthday let alone Christmas or my wedding.... and he lives in Mildura as well where i want to be, so it just makes it very emotinally draining on me.
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